Wednesday, February 1, 2012

Why no what if’s


          Through out my life I have been a risk taker. I have always been the first to make snap decisions and jump at opportunities without a second thought. This is a big part of who I am and I am constantly having to defend it. So today I have decided to write a little bit about my reasoning behind this part of my personality to give those who like to criticize and judge me a chance to open up their minds, even if for just a minute.

            I am going to start by pointing out that no one has the right or will ever have the right to tell me how to live my life or what decisions are best for me. This is something that I must decide and I am more than happy to listen to your opinions, however in the end I will choose what I feel is best.

            I strongly feel that when an opportunity presents its self that I should jump at it because who knows if it will ever come around again. I am the type of person who can not spend my life wondering “what if?” I don’t want to wake up one day and wonder what my life would be like if I had made that big move or accepted that job that wasn’t totally conventional. I don’t ever want to get older and feel like I am stuck or wish that I had gotten in more life experiences while I still had the chance. I refuse to become bitter and angry with myself for not taking chances.

            If over the years I had taken less risk or done everything in a conventional and expected kind of way, I would not have half the stories, memories or learning experiences that I have. I wouldn’t have had the pleasure of meeting some of the most awesome people I have ever met. I wouldn’t be the same person that I am today. Even when things didn’t work out how I thought they would I have never felt that I wasn’t right where I needed to be at that point in my life.

            I don’t live my life by staying inside the lines. I want to fully experience every moment of it. I want to live it to the fullest with no regrets!  

            We only get one shot at life and I plan to spend mine living it! I’m going to continue to be bold and do the unexpected. I’m going to jump right in and not look back. I’m not asking anyone to fully understand my way of living or change what is right for them. I’m just asking for them to accept it.

             "Stand upright, speak thy thoughts, declare The truth thou hast, that all may share; Be bold, proclaim it everywhere: They only live who dare." -Voltaire           
            

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